A Brief Rant

It is, I suppose, that time in the semester. Papers are coming in en masse, I have 100 things I feel like I need to do but am not totally sure about what I want to do with them and thus feel very behind. And more than anything else, I have that occasional feeling of dread I’ve been carrying around with me ever since beginning my graduate education some five years ago.

The nature of this dread is something I’ve talked about many times with my colleagues, though I’ve never attempted to write about it in any meaningful way. I suppose I could attempt to break it into pieces, pieces of dread has a nice ring to it, so in what follows I hope my dread to become both more comprehensible to me and perhaps interesting to read about for others. I doubt that these concerns can be totally universalized, but perhaps others who have had similar days can weigh in.

My Coursework is Taking Too Much Time Away from Work I Want to be Doing

Many graduate students have felt this, but for me in my last semester of classes, this feeling is at an all time high. Its not that my courses aren’t useful to what I do and study (well, with the exception of a quantitative methods course that is purely a hoop to jump through and nothing more), its simply that there is so much other writing to be done and other things to read that feel more important than my course work. I was told recently that in Chemistry, at least at my university, they tell their students to privilege publishing opportunities over coursework. This is not the case in my department, however, and the feeling that I’m behind on everything is compounded by having a schedule that revolves around course work, not research/writing work, and thus the latter despite its greater importance both to me personally and to my professional aspirations (I won’t feel comfortable applying for jobs without more publications) suffers.

My Field Hates Work Like Mine (and People Like Me)

Over and over again, but especially this semester, I find myself having conversations about very similar topics with two groups of people. One are educators/educationalists/folks from my field. In these conversations, I am often making all kinds of wild points (it seems) that are too radical, too politically charged, not practical, and so on. The other group, people worried about teaching and pedagogy who aren’t in education programs, seek me out to talk more about their work in the classroom. I find more collegiality, more respect for ideas and critical theorizations, and generally feel better when I’m talking about pedagogy with people who are not in curriculum studies. Why? Education as a field is wildly insular, and despite the numerous folks who have advised me, “read outside the field” I have yet to master the ability to bring things from outside of education in and have them ‘matter’ (my “Toward and Anti-Capitalist Teacher Education” has been rejected twice, both times the editors didn’t even send me the reviewer comments as to why it was rejected). On top of all this, my home within my home field, social foundations of education, is being cut all over the country as technocratic educational ‘reformers’ dismantle teacher education in favor of teacher-proofed curricula and authoritarian classroom managers. It seems my field is disappearing, and I can’t seem to find any other field within education that will have me (or at least, who I am right now).

Education Has Been Taken Over By Neoliberalism and We Can’t Get Out Of It

Which brings me to what I think is making it so hard to be motivated to dig into my intellectual labor on this Monday afternoon: neoliberalism and its impacts on education. Capitalism is the most profoundly powerful ideology and political reality in the world at present, and likely nowhere is this playing out more on local levels than in the United States. I am not hopeful about Occupy and the various occupations, something I will write about soon in some way. I am not hopeful that out of all of this school reform nonsense we will have a more democratic, more humanizing education for all students. I am convinced public schools will be abolished in my lifetime in favor of voucher models and charter schools unless we do something to fundamentally restructure economic inequality. Teacher education is under attack on all sides, and I am also convinced teachers will no longer have a licensure requirement from a college or university soon. Anyone can teach, right?

And so I’m in a bad mood and writing this here, if nothing else to have it all expressed and off of my chest. I’m fortunate that I get to teach tonight, and that I still think of it as “getting” to teach ought to be indicative of my confidence in classrooms to be sites of radical humanizing action and possibility. Classrooms are profoundly different from schools, universities, and the various other institutions that classrooms are located in. And I love my students terribly, and love that despite bringing all of this into the classroom with me tonight, I will put it aside within five minutes of listening to my students, being with them, and working with them on the readings for this week and on the work they’ve completed since our last class meeting. This is why I keep going, and reminding myself of that before writing all of this might have been more cathartic than what this post has become. Still, at least it is an update for the blog I wish I did more with… OK, I’ll add that to my list of grievances next time…

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Precious Knowledge

The best response to Waiting for Superman

A film about the lives of students and teachers trying to live out humanizing pedagogy and the backward, racist, xenophobic Arizona state legislature that sees the incredible success of Tucson’s Ethnic Studies Program as an assault on “America.” This is a great film that I had the privilege of seeing at AERA last weekend. The teachers and students in Tucson are standing in solidarity and fighting to keep their dynamic and empowering education alive. Please seek out this film, and once it is finished (it is still listed as “in production”) share it widely.

The assault on Freire is a critical piece of the Right’s argument against this program: we need to get louder, as a community of committed educators, to supporting the work of our comrades in Arizona to enact a culturally relevant and emancipatory education for all of their students.

Precious Knowledge Trailer from Ari Palos on Vimeo.

Livedreality.org supports the work of the teachers and students in Tucson Arizona to an empowering and libratory education. I hope you will as well.

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Researching Teachers – Moving in Circles

While I am firmly indoctrinated into the Enlightenment ideal of progress – as the Beatles put it, “its getting better all the time” – I’m also struck when reflecting on the history and scope of research on teachers of how often we do the exact same thing and how exceedingly long it takes for ‘progress’ to make its way into classrooms. While we can see the methodological trend of a turn towards more qualitative forms of research, we also currently live with the yoke of often only being able to justify our work in positivistic, empirical, experimental and quasi-experimental forms. If a program is a success, we need to show that numerically. If the program isn’t big enough, or is grounded in a very particular context (which it should be), it is less valuable because it is less generalizable. I’m struck that many educational researchers still treat teachers and students like they would rats (thinking of laboratory rat-based studies) in their approach to understanding teaching, learning, and schooling.

Part of me thinks we need to not only ask how has research on teaching changed over time, we also need to ask what is the point of this dogged search for generalizability, for best practices, for the universal truth that will finally make education as simple as the animation in Waiting for Superman where the teacher simply pours the white goo into the heads of her students? The value of a study or article should not rest on whether or not it can be realized on a universal scale, it should be measured by the impact and effect it has on the practice (and hopefully praxis) of those who engage with it. Worthy research does works, in that there are actions engendered in readers: if an article does not do this, I would argue it is not worthwhile. I’m making a case similar to Patty Lather’s notion of catalytic validity here, but I think given the fact that in education we are fortunate to have a site in which to work through and rework through our theories ought to mean that the value of our work rests on the actions informed by it, rather than the vulgar notion of generalizability as the criterion under which an idea is seen as good scholarship.

I’m hopeful, because there are many many journals and organizations that espouse many of the sentiments I’ve expressed here. But these organizations undermine themselves, often demanding that more empirical studies be done, more hard data be gathered, more ‘e’ffects be fully understood. The culture of funding is perhaps the most obvious culprit, but I would also charge a lack of commitment to the ideals that ought to (and in all likelihood truly do) inform the work of critical anti-positivist researchers. Why are we so quick to allow our work to be seen as less-than, as un-scientific, or un-rigorous? And why is the charge that one’s work is un-interesting because it is uncritical not enough to substantiate a claim that it is not worthy research? “I love reading ethnographies, but they’re too contextual to draw any inferences from.” What nonsense. My hope is that the glacial pace of the turn to qualitative work will continue its progression to more critical forms of scholarship. I intend to continue doing everything I can as a scholar and teacher educator to aid in this process, as I know many of my colleagues are doing as well. I just wish we could work a bit faster.

In terms of what I took away from the group project, I’m left with a sense that anti-oppressive education, multicultural education, critical pedagogy and culturally relevant pedagogy almost always leave out a critique of capitalism, or if they include such a critique it is not given the same weight as critiques of other oppressive systems: heterosexism, white supremacy, patriarchy, and so on. A critique of the logic of capitalism, in its current neo-liberal form, has imminent relevance to the work of critical educators. Yet I fear many of them would recoil at my suggestion that anti-capitalism ought to be a central commitment, expressly and openly dialogued about in the classroom. Why is this the case when every form of oppression is linked to capitalism? For example, we almost always understand forms of oppression in economic terms: income across gender, economic impacts of school attendance (or dropping out) and the disproportionate number of students of color who leave school early, and many many others. Why is it so difficult to take the next step and say that it is in fact capitalism that makes us cling to an oppressive reality that privileges the very few at the expense of the many? What is possibly sacred about an ideology and structural reality that allows 20% of the nation’s children to live in poverty while there are hedge fund managers making $11 million dollars every single day? (http://www.nytimes.com/2010/04/01/business/01hedge.html)

Anti-oppressive pedagogy is stagnated by not stating concretely what action has the best chance of actually eliminating structural oppression. Even if we imagine a world without racists, or sexists, if there is still a wildly inequitable concentration of wealth we would still live in an oppressive reality. I want to keep thinking and working about these anti-capitalist commitments for critical teachers – and this project helped reaffirm the importance of such work.

To turn to the things I learned from colleagues in their presentations, I was perhaps most struck by how insular so many of the disciplines within curriculum are. The content-specific nature of so many fields in our department plays out in mirrored form in the research literature, journals, and professional organizations. I suppose I understand why this is, and certainly there are an infinite number of things one could take up in the context of schools and teaching. Still, it is overwhelming to think about the insider language rampant in every discipline (critical pedagogy included) and how dis-empowering it must be as a teacher to not be able to read and fully comprehend research that is supposedly being done to help you be better at your job.

To end on a positive note, I truly appreciated the depth and sincerity of the other presentations. The commitment to whatever disciplinary track the particular group was a part of was heartening, in that it called out my own commitments to my work in a way that was comprehensible to me in a new way. In other words, I was struck by the passion and depth of knowledge of my colleagues, not to say I was surprised they were passionate and knowledgeable about their work but rather surprised at how sincere those passions truly are. I’m left with the feeling that there are many people doing interesting work that they care deeply about, which for me means that it must connect to something profound about themselves and who they are for them to be so invested in their discipline. Commitment is terribly important, and very easy to be scaffolded into action: into praxis and thus into transformation. I hope my colleagues and I can continue this Enlightenment project in worthy ways: to advance what we know about our world, in the hopes that we can transform it.

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Some Prompts I Use In Class

I thought I’d share some of my materials I use in my classes to place students into groups. I use very similar kinds of prompts almost every class, so while these won’t show everything we do in class, they at least point to the kinds of things I’m asking students to take up with me.

Grading Day:
Based on your group’s article, please cover the following information in your poster:
· Name of Author and Article

· 3 main points they want us to think about regarding grading

· 2 critiques of their proposed grading strategy/ideology

Lastly, reserve the bottom 1/4th or so of your poster to make this chart:

Thumbs Up
Thumbs down

Once all groups have completed their posters, we will move around the room and mark whether we give the article, in light of the main concepts and critiques, a thumbs up or thumbs down.

Tensions in Ladson-Billings’ Yes But How Do We Do It?
Teacher as Savior
Beliefs About Students
Socio-political consciousness
“I can’t tell you how to do this”
Thinking about your group’s tension, please do the following:
First, come up with an understanding of what the two sides of the debate are. What are the logical reasons behind either notion? Which of these things feels the best? The Hardest? The Easiest? Why?
Then, come up with a strategy to help others understand the tension, and how it is possible for it to be resolved. If we face these challenges in classrooms, what will we do with them?
Finally, discuss other reactions to Ladson-Billings that your group has. We will share out our work in these groups to kick off a larger conversation about “doing” versus “being.”
Anyon Discussion Questions
First: What should be the relationship between social class and schooling?
Then, based on school type (Working-Class, Middle-Class, Affluent Professional, and Executive Elite)…
1) How would you characterize the school setting? What kinds of things are in the school? In the classroom? What do students bring with them (in a material sense) to school?

2) What sorts of teaching practices sound like they fit with Anyon’s depiction of this school?

3) Can we think of local examples of this kind of school?

a. What are these schools like?

b. How do we talk/hear about them?

- These questions are always only a part of the conversations students have in groups, as I always encourage them to bring their own questions with them to class and to discuss those with their groups and with the large group as well – I also believe that teachers from different schools/districts/grade levels/disciplines rarely get the chance to talk seriously with one another, and so while the groups often finish their tasks at different times, I like to think of these times as solidarity building activities.

Framing our discussion around these kinds of questions also frames the direction the class will go in the larger discussion that we have at the end of every class. By posing questions (or problems) to students, and then centering everything on what students do with these questions, I’m able to shape the direction of the class without controlling it, thus enabling students to self-appropriate what is meaningful for them without running into me banking the answer to any of the above questions.

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Top 10 Albums of 2009

A bit delayed, but better late than never:

Record of the year:

The list:

1. Phoenix – Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix
2. Dirty Projectors – Bitte Orce
3. Passion Pit – Manners
4. Atlas Sound – Logos
5. Animal Collective – Merriweather Post Pavilion
6. The Very Best – Warm Heart of Africa
7. Fanfarlo – Resevoir
8. Metric – Fantasies
9. Jay-Z – The Blueprint 3
10. The Antlers – Hospice

Honorable Mentions:
Julian Casablancas – Phrazes For The Young
St. Vincent – Actor
The xx – The xx
Loney Dear – Dear John

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A Band that’s Been around for a while: Why?

Awesome track from their 2008 record Alopecia. I’ve been listening to this song for two weeks straight, enjoy the awesome live version here.

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Struggling to make my thesis into an article

I’ve spent the last four and a half hours attempting to turn my 130 page MA thesis into an article-length paper. So far I’ve gotten it down to just 20,000 words, only 10,000 more than almost any journal allows. Hmm… I can’t figure out what’s so hard about cutting things, other than it feels like I’m at a really different place than when I was writing it in the first place, so now it actually feels like I need to be adding rather than taking away. Which makes no sense at all. Neither does this post, actually. I just needed to vent in text, I think. I’m reading Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott (http://www.amazon.com/Bird-Some-Instructions-Writing-Life/dp/0385480016) to try and get re-energized. I now think I need to rewrite the study, though, using the same data. Ugh.

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Stop Blaming Teachers for White Supremacist Capitalist Patriarchy

The cover of Newsweek this week features an article that apparently has “the key to saving American Education” inside. I almost bought it, until I read what was written on the blackboard behind the article title:

We Must Fire Bad Teachers

Newsweek Assholes

This was written over and over again in a Bart Simpson style punishment, a practice that in my eight years in teacher education I have never come across as endorsed or recommended by anyone as an effective (or constructive) approach to student behavior. This is important, I think, because the image chosen for this article is completely indicative of its contents. That is, if Newsweek is using a trivial pop-culture image of schooling to sell magazines we shouldn’t be surprised that the contents of that article will feature the Rightist bent embraced by so many in our country now. “Be afraid, the schools are failing!” Bull shit.

I need to make clear, I do not wish to pretend that there are no lousy teachers. We’ve all had them in our lives, some more than others, and those of us who work and study pedagogy I believe can make fairly accurate statements about teacher efficacy. Still, what is a bad teacher?

The reason I couldn’t bring myself to buy the magazine (aside from not wanting to advertise teacher-bashing falsehoods all over the airport) was that its construction of what makes a teacher bad has almost nothing to do with actual teaching, but instead with test scores. While I’ve written about the inaccuracy of test scores elsewhere it is worth restating briefly: test scores do not accurately predict student achievement and test scores are rarely comparable to past generations but the few that are show that children today know more than any generation in US history.

What’s more, schools are falsely held responsible for poverty and the “achievement gap,” the concept that there is a gap in school achievement between white students and students of color. This “achievement” can be understood literally as capital. What we have in the United States is a poverty problem, not a school problem. You can read more about this here, Berliner on the Achievement Gap.

Schools can not control who attends them. By law, in fact, public PK-12 schools must enroll all children in their district who wish to attend under the age of 21. The thing about students these days, though, they don’t look like they used to. While teachers are still overwhelmingly white (85% in 2005) students of color make up the majority of students in 70 of the 130 largest districts nation wide (Gay & Howard, 2000). As we live in a white supremacist capitalist society (hooks, 2003) we ought not be surprised that student test scores and school wide averages are shifting based on the makeup of the students enrolled.

To sum up the above, it is not a teacher’s fault that their students didn’t get enough to eat this morning. It is not a teacher’s fault that people of color are held at a structural disadvantage in this country. Bad teachers, in my mind, are the ones who forget these factors, or who want to pretend that we do not live in a backwards and oppressive society. What all teachers must remember, however, is that education has the potential to transform lives. Our classrooms can be transformative spaces, but we will never get there if we keep blaming teachers for wall street’s greed and the legacy of white supremacy.

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Public Intellectuals: Can We At Least Try?

I’m writing this knowing that my recent history about being consistent with blogs will indicate that any time I “recommit” to writing it inevitably ends with me disappearing from cyberspace for a while. In all honesty, I can’t do this by myself, and yet I’m nervous to ask others to write with me. Regardless, I feel the need to at least try to write more. To write about news, about my teaching, about my research, about conversations teachers are having, and about anything that fits within the purview of a blog written for radical educators.

Ideally, I want this site to be a site for all the teachers, educators and researchers who have felt their schools, departments, or administrators infringe on what they know to be the right and worthy thing to do. To those who refuse to teach in fear, who embrace the consequences that may or may not come based on teaching and being in classrooms in a worthy humanizing way: I hope this blog will remind you that you are not alone. The struggle for schools is at the center of both state hegemonic-capitalist-patriarchal-white supremacy as well as those committed to social justice. It is for this reason that we can never relinquish schools and classrooms. The fight for freedom, for radical love, must be on going. I hope I can help you do your part.

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Snow Days

Growing up in Western Washington, we always hoped for snow. Snow was fleeting, and it brought with it the potential for school to be canceled. But as the rain would inevitably wash away any chance for icy roads, we learned to wish for snow that may or may not come and may or may not ever stick to the ground long enough for it to be played in. Its funny now living in a place that in all likelihood will be snowy through March. I’m surprised how much I still feel that little “snow day” feeling when I look out my back door and see that new snow has fallen.

Snowday - from google

Now that the madness of finals is over and I actually have some time to write here, I thought I’d kick off my Winter Break posts by remembering something small. I find that often I forget about the small joys of school, or the things I found joy in when I was in elementary school. I remember if it would ever snow while we were at school we would attempt to have a snow ball fight even if the snow wasn’t quite able to form a proper ball. It was pure joy, on snow days, and I wonder what it would be like if classrooms could contain that same joy.

As this blog began near the end of my first semester in my PhD program, the lack of posts shouldn’t surprise me. I am committed, however, to posting far more frequently from this point forward. So, on this Sunday night in December I pledge to make livedreality.org a priority and get back into my blog writing frame of mind. I am excited about where this iteration of my voice in the interweb will take me. Here’s hoping this is the best yet.

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